Another day without her.....the pain never goes does it? But it does subside and turns to guilt and you feel that you couldnt do anything for her. But then again you console yourself that you had done what was under your ability....but your heart says " it was not enough".
She was going to have a baby, the complications lead to a surgery that never cured her. The thing that haunts me is that she was in perfect health just two weeks back, she would never leave my side and would get jealous if even my dad patted me. Instinctively she would come and sit on my lap as if to cover the whole of me......it was, as if i belonged to her.....it felt like heaven. I miss calling out her name and she would run to me from some secret place of her's.
Coming back home is never the same anymore. Not seeing her greeting me warmly makes me feel like i do not belong to this place. Strange isnt it? Feeling so lonely when there are so many people in the house. But she was family too.....my haven. Amazing how such a petite being can create such a huge difference.
I know it hurts a lot....beyond definition when such a member leaves the family but the joy they leave behind stays forever. I really feel sorry for those unfortunates who cannot see beyond their own self, cannot realise they can contribute so much to the society and more to themselves by helping our little friends who may not be a human and have the intellect to decipher ideas but deserve the respect any life should.
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